Last night people hung out in my dorm room because my roommate was gone. There wasn't really much going on on campus and we were all tired, so they left at like 12:30. I tried going to sleep but instead I stayed up until 3:30 in the morning and wrote a song. All these ideas just kept forming in my head and I had like an epiphany. Musically the song is awful and really simple because I don't know a damned thing about music composition, but I like the lyrics. It feels good to be able to accurately encapsulate what you're feeling in song. I doubt it is something that will ever happen again soon because usually ideas don't translate so fluidly for me. The song isn't quite finished, though and now that I'm awake and refreshed I feel like what I add on won't be as good. Maybe I'll share it someday.

My parents are coming down and taking me out to dinner tonight. I am really happy about this because I need to hug someone. It's been too long. I can't wait to feel loved by someone again. Not that I haven't been talking to people everyday, but it's never the same as it is in person.

My eyes hurt from staying awake into the wee hours of the morning and only sleeping until ten. I also cut my leg shaving today for the first time in so long and forgot how bad it hurts. The showers here tiny I feel claustrophobic in them. My roommate has been gone all day so I get to sit around in my bathrobe all day until absolutely need to get dressed. I hate getting dressed. Today will be a lazy day.