I am really thankful for all of the beauty that is left in the world. Everyone says the world is turing to shit, but it's something I just simply refuse to believe. Of course it is not what it used to be, but when you think about it, it ages just like everything else does, right? And for 3 billion plus years I think she still looks pretty good.

I feel like I am becoming more alive everyday. When you think about it, it's practically the opposite because it brings me one day closer to my death. Wow, what an awful way to think of things. It just feels so great to be content with everything, still realizing that it will never be perfect. Before I strived so much for perfection in everything, and would get upset when it wasn't. Setting such unattainable goal is way too much pressure. It's such a liberating feeling to think positively. Why would you want to live any other way? It's torturous. Maybe it's just naive or stupid to see good in as many things as possible, but I'd rather be an idiot walking around spewing sunshine than see bad in everything. I just want to let people do what makes them happy, and we can laugh and joke and take things seriously only when we need to. This desire is so much unlike "real life."