I've had the weirdest sensation in my right ear for the past two days. The only thing it can be compared to is a heart beating. I can feel it and hear it and it sounds like I'm listening to a stethoscope. I only get the sensation when I'm alone. That's what she said.  But really it's so annoying and it's all I can focus on right now. If I ever had to live with this feeling for the rest with my life I would go insane.

Have you ever gotten the feeling when you are so hungry and want to eat dinner so bad but you have to wait for it for some reason or another. You can smell your mom cooking it, and it's all you can think about.  You complain about how hungry you are for a number of minutes and then finally your Mom or whoever finishes making dinner and you don't want it anymore. My brother Jeff always called it the point of no return. I am going to reach it soon if things stay at a lull for much longer. I am afraid that this will happen, but my gut is telling me to let things play out. Last night my Dad said something to my Mom that comforted me somehow; "Whatever it is, it is what it is." So I'm just going with what he said. 

I have music in my life again due to my new Ipod touch. I love it.

Can I get up in the morning, put the kettle on?

Make us some coffee and say "Hey" to the sun?

Is it enough to write a song and sing it to the birds?