So I did this entry before I left tonight, but my expected plans changed very much. Tonight was still the fun that I needed to get myself back on track to routine fun-ness. I wish it wasn't rainy. This is the first time I can remember in a long time that we [my family] didn't need the air-conditioner installed before June ended. Global cooling, is possible. I don't know anything about those sorts of theories. However I did catch An Inconvenient Truth with Al Gore and thought it was fooey. Why am I so indifferent to current events that will possible determine a lot of my future? I wish my brain was more actively involved in some of the things I do to occupy my time.

When I say I have not been having fun, it doesn't mean that I am bored or unhappy. In fact, I've been the happiest I've been in a long time for quite a while now. I don't want people to take my seeking of more fun the wrong way. I just want more spontaneity, but that's challenging with jobs and curfews and parents and yardwork and vacations and summer commitments. I just want more time with the people I don't want to say goodbye to. Gasp.

It's times like this where I think blogging is the stupidest thing I could be doing. I don't have anything interesting to talk about right now and I am not in the mood to leave you with an experience that altered my thinking recently, nor do I even have one. However, I will say that today while driving through Lancaster early in the morning, the car in front of me ran over a chipmunk, killed it, meanwhile I got stuck at the red light and was forced to watch it die. I felt so disturbed that I teared up. Overreaction, maybe. But it was really sad! Not to mention gross! Dead animals = terrible. Dying animals = terriblex50

Hey Jeff Goodluck at RISD, miss you BRO <3 *starzz* parties (zzzzzzzzzz) Love U!!!1111